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Sunday, November 19, 2006 { 7:01 AM }

on friday, i went somewhere. let me indicate it with an unknown X. X is a place i often feel lonely. i cant remember when all these started, but it just seemed to be there right from the very start. it's scary i cant even find out when it all happened and when this feelings evolved. it used to be love, but now..it became hate, scared, worried and a little tired. all of a sudden, those people there became very strange. i look as though i'm invisible. i wondered right that instant, am i dead or what? i suddenly feel so..transparent. maybe i became a soul and then nobody can feel me or see me..that's why everyone is treating me like that. i know..they can do without me. now i feel like someone useless..i know i may not be there for several occassions, but i've got reasons. people helped me cover this and that, but until now, i'm still treated as though i'm not there even though i'm back..i understand. i finally understood this phrase,"这个世界上，不会因为没有了某人而不行的" now i'm really feeling very tired. i might as well not go forever, anyways they dont need me. hahaas..thank you. thank you for making me feel as though i dont exist. aint we suppose to be a big family. nonono..i'm wrong. sorry. always given the rubbish..jobs that are so minor it can be forgotten. if you think you know what X is, i'm afraid you dont. dont assume anything..assumption is not good..if you look at me. because i keep assume things that are not happening. theodora..stop assuming already wake up form your dream and face reailty now! face it man! i'm not directing this to anyone..you people dont have to care about me. i'm just ranting..i'm carzy. i'm out of my mind. i know..
celebrated simin's birthday on friday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMIN! hahaas. went to watch casino royale. that show is a little bit boring, but it's really very exciting. i finally borrowed that VCD- moments of love. that show..i love that show. maybe..maybe..day dream! hahaas. very sad..five different love stories happening in mongkok. that show is really nice..nice! nice! nice! but the last part..it's sad..it's hard to love someone. it's really very hard.